Resolve

Everyone knows that New Years Resolutions are generally destined to failure. Something to do with vague declarations, unfocussed goals, that sort of thing.

While I have defined goals - lose ten kilos, go to the gym thrice weekly, make music daily - I'm failing at those. I end work wanting nothing but a treat, not to go when he is there, I'd rather lie down with a pillow over my face or spend time gaming than musicing. So there's something I'm not doing right. Damned if I know what.

My last Ark set was uninspired and sounded like it. So the latest set was sort of a desperate attempt to jump-start my enthusiasm. This year I need to work on unmixing mixed CDs, cue point tracks, and tag stuff. This will take time.

It's likely that I'll be fifty by the time I feel ready to take on the live scene. Whether I do will depend on whether I have all the gear myself and a well curated library.

Exit through the gift shop.